and there I was. kneeling over him on his couch, my hair pointing in a thousand directions, wearing his clothes which were far too big for me in all the best ways, and he looked straight into my eyes and said "I think you look amazing."
and I just melted into his arms like butter. I'm not sure what it is about him that makes me feel so at ease, but for some reason it just feels too easy to fall for him. I sometimes wonder if this is as good of a thing as it feels, especially when he is not around because my mind reminds me of my past and how much love hurts. But when he is around all I feel is the possibility to be happy again. this is scary but I'm going to enjoy it anyway, despite myself.
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